豆腐花

chemistry

2011-11-15T11:21:00.002+08:00

the mechanism for almost all the reactions of haloalkanes and carboxylic acids is nucleophilic substitution. rmb ah!

nucleophilic addition is for carbonyl group!

kaka...

忧郁狗

2011-11-13T19:22:00.002+08:00

这年头人忧郁有自杀倾向就算了难道连狗也有文明病？

我爸说星期四半夜他到楼下厕所小便听到一只狗的低吼（就是类似ERRRRR。。。很低沉又带点愤怒的那种）

这只狗估计是有在练丹田很长气音能拉很长

我爸竟然模仿它以低吼回敬它它似乎被吓到竟然不再做声

今日清晨5点多睡得真香的我被连绵不绝又恼人的吼声吵醒很不耐烦

小女子做数学绞尽脑汁累得就快脱水吊点滴它竟然打扰我的美梦

无可奈何只好起来尿尿它不再拉长音却断断续续发出声音令我摇头

做了几道数学以为它会停止它不文明的行为结果没有

失去耐心之下我走到楼下的厕所像老爸那样对它低吼竟然生效了

老爸初步诊断这只狗不是快病死就是有忧郁症（他的诊断很没有根据吧）

总之它就是吵到我令本小姐不爽搞到我很累做不到数学真是伤脑筋

距离两个星期

2011-11-10T13:46:00.002+08:00

炎热的下午喂饱肚子才是最重要的事

把车子丢在不阻碍交通的地方赶快去打包

排在我后面的漂亮妈妈向卖饭的婆婆埋怨她下个星期一就要考试的儿子还在打机（铁定是SPM考生）

婆婆说有很多人在临考试的时候都选择放松娱乐平时很努力专心听课

妈妈却说儿子平时也也不爱读书

我脸色稍稍改变婆婆立刻对我说“不是在说你啊。。。你念form几啊?”然后又对妈妈说“问一下阿girl（指我）平时怎么念书。。。”

我以笑答复婆婆误会我了我不觉得他们在说我更不是生气只是在想我自己也没有好好念书

学年刚开始的时候我很勤力后来就从少许怠惰进化到超级大懒虫的阶段因为考试成绩很烂

所以又重新振作起来

中间那段荒废学业的时间都在闹情绪身心很疲惫我在这个家一直都这样

内心千疮百孔的我还是死不了所以活过来了

上帝对于我这个渺小人物很仁慈没有剥夺奇迹发生在我身上的机会

我和我那心情像天气的妈妈总算不再打仗

解脱了不少

但时间不回头还是有很多没有尽力做好的事情

我告诉当下的自己不许后悔是我选择的路没有人强迫我

我想慢慢学习当一个EQ高的女生

明天 2011年11月11日据说是很特别的日子

决定呆在家里啃书

我会努力你们也要努力哦！

决战

2011-11-05T20:15:00.000+08:00

虽然我没有把握但坚持到底吧

对不起

2011-10-30T18:45:00.002+08:00

对不起我失控了

今年失控的次数很多得寻求神的帮助

其实就算打扮得再漂亮也打扮不出自信因为自信是内在的漂亮是外在的

其实就算心地再善良情绪管理不当也是懒人因为人家只会记得你发脾气的臭脸不会记得你的好

我承认我不像林志玲 EQ那么高

但我想我需要改变至少有向他那么一点的智慧和美貌

谢谢小姑给我鼓励我是真的属于蛮脆弱的人虽然我也极度讨厌这样的我但有时候还是藏不住

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今日名句：
李宗伟能够打败谌龙为什么我们不能考4FLAT?

be careful!

2011-10-25T09:24:00.001+08:00

i realised that ace ahead organic chemistry gt lost of mistakes.

in the chapter of group 14, germanium oxide is amphoteric not acidic!

sigh...

question n answer

2011-10-23T19:48:00.002+08:00

i kept asking myself...but i don't have an answer.

i admit that i am weak.

life without limit.

what will be my next step?

城市人的懒散

2011-10-18T13:37:00.003+08:00

刚到家门背着书包要进门口

有个驾着破旧白色车子的大叔问我要不要修缝纫机

我立刻摇头看似残酷但是真的我也不想浪费大叔的时间啊

我猜想大叔生意很难做吧现在没几个家庭有在用缝纫机的啦

大家都懒惰都是去外面外衣服衣服烂了也拿去给裁缝师做

家里根本不需要裁缝机啊

有点同情大叔应该都快到退休年龄了吧还在为生活奔波

我也很同情我自己化学可以考得那么烂哎

城市人的生活啊奔波。。。念书。。。

面壁思过撞墙去

2011-10-18T13:30:00.002+08:00

错误一 BeCl2 is linear molecule 为什么我会把它写成trigonal planar? 神经病

错误二 NH4+ 应该要有括号和+！！！我忘记了健忘症

错误三最简单的empirical formula也会算错智障啊！

错误四 triiodomethane 竟然变成trichloromethane! 神经有够大条的啊！

错误五做对的题目竟然统统删掉欠打欠扁欠揍！

错误六直一百我就无需费时详述（因为真的很费时）

救命啊！

我要去撞墙！

无话可说

2011-10-06T18:01:00.002+08:00

最近真的没什么好报告的我浑然变成一个减肥狂谈的事情都跟减不减肥有关所以很无趣

有些忧愁因为很烂的成绩

就是如此无趣和忧愁我最近的日子

我的朋友不管是单身还是双身哈哈都要幸福哦！加油！

其实我不差

2011-09-26T20:59:00.002+08:00

谢谢你们看得起我

对于我预试成绩很烂一事我深感愧疚

在不知道结果会是如何的情况下我很不安

我要努力地孤注一掷赌下我的全部

有时候我忘记自己对自己许下的承诺希望在这里留下痕迹至少对我有少许提醒作用

素描山请务必努力！

努力后的甜美成果等着你

我爱爷爷奶奶婆婆爸爸妈妈

死死

2011-09-16T20:16:00.002+08:00

我想也许我会死而复活总不能坐以待毙

我答应你们不要想太多我承认自己的懦弱和短处

从什么时候我变成容易受伤的女子？不知不觉中我成为了今天的我

热情和乐观似乎慢慢殆尽

当我想要的东西得不到的时候我开始发狂了

即使心里一直告诉自己不可这样这样是不对的

很快我会离去不会跟你们吵架一个人安静地读着喜欢的书看喜欢的戏哼喜欢的歌

谢谢对不起

发神经

2011-09-11T16:40:00.002+08:00

一直待在这里我会更加神经病

对不起上帝我很不乖你惩罚我吧也宽恕我吧

我不知道该怎样收拾烂摊子

我很痛苦很伤心

什么都别提最好别提预试但还是谢谢你们的加油打气谢谢你们看得起我

预试

2011-09-07T14:31:00.002+08:00

结果就像我在肚子里骚动的粪便一样臭

算了吧

除了算了吧

我还能说什么

救命啊！我不要肚子痛

考试来鸟

2011-08-25T17:18:00.000+08:00

够力鸟！

说出你的不满还我开朗篇第一章

2011-08-20T19:47:00.001+08:00

在学校的资讯布告栏上看到让自己开心起来的方法

其中之一就是写出不喜欢的自身缺点

让我试试看好了

我不喜欢自己太情绪化总是很容易被情感左右心情不好的时候念书的效率也降低

我不喜欢自己是运动白痴慢动作常常令我颜面尽失

我不喜欢自己数学不好别人做了五道数学题时我才刚完成一题

我不喜欢自己爱哭因为哭久了眼睛很刺痛

我不喜欢自己太懦弱面对困难偶尔退缩

我不喜欢自己太懒惰搞到很多事情无法完成

我不喜欢自己太固执有时候也不知道为了什么

我不喜欢自己太自卑这样很逊

我不喜欢自己很烂的集中力这样会事倍功半

我不喜欢自己近视戴眼镜太麻烦隐形眼镜却很贵

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还没准备好的我提醒自己距离预试还有16天战斗吧！

我想

2011-08-16T20:00:00.002+08:00

我想我的心病了

我总是要求我要求不到的别人对我的要求我也总是满足不了

上课不专心吃饭有罪送电脑给我很负担一直在家睡觉

人生是那么过的吗？

自然醒可以吗？

想唱歌可以吗？

变漂亮可以吗？

吃不胖可以吗？

今日事今日毕可以吗？

乐观一点可以吗？

简单一点可以吗？

耳边响起黄小琥的歌声 “没那么简单。。。”

花家姐附和道 “真是不简单啊！”

run out of time

2011-08-12T21:55:00.005+08:00

life is always the competition between us and time.

just read a meaningful phrase, hope that it is working in me. genius can't win against those that work hard, and hard workers can't win against those that have fun.

sharing some photos of korean girl group, snsd. i love their style too!

i love korean fashion

2011-08-07T20:26:00.004+08:00

i wish i could find these types of outfit and shoes in m'sia. it will be better if the price is resonable.

hit me

2011-08-05T22:11:00.001+08:00

hit my head

wake me up

recovered

2011-07-31T19:51:00.002+08:00

i have recovered. my heart which is full of scars doesn't feel pain anymore.

i can smile because of all of u, my dear friends.

thank you so much, puan teoh. thank you for remembering me such a ordinary girl. i can't forget the warm feeling.it will remain forever in my heart. thank you.

lord, i would like to say thank you to u too. thank you for reminding me there is still sth wonderful waiting for me in my life. always be grateful, i will be grateful throughout my life.

it's sunny day.

下雨了

2011-07-27T18:14:00.002+08:00

一直很健康的我突然病倒了

一直很坚强的我也掉下咸咸的泪水

我很努力想要把自己的不快乐隐藏起来这样子伪装也许我会好过一点别人也会好过一点

整天哭哭啼啼也不是办法

一直一直以为缩小生活圈子也许这个复杂的世界还是能保有少许单纯少许让我安定且愉快的单纯

但实验结果却和我的假设不着边际我做了个错误的假设我是个失败的科学家

你们教我要微笑微笑才漂亮微笑才不惹人嫌微笑也才有人缘

我却是个不能停止微笑的小丑因为渴望从你们那里得到一点什么所以微笑

到后来我只能笑自己天真

想得到的那一点其实有个名字叫做奢望

很多时候觉得自己神经失调一半的我在微笑一半的我在痛苦

天气预报说今天是下雨天

期盼待我一觉醒来天空的阴霾已消散

什么也不要留下就算是彩虹我也不要

纳闷的金马伦之旅

2011-07-25T18:03:00.003+08:00

我妹（笑得很稚气）我妈和我（没穿高跟鞋腿看起来很短）

只露出一张脸和乌黑秀发的我（不知道你看不看得出来）

我的表妹们

三姑的天才宝贝 wynn xi 还有在我心目中永远最帅最man的爷爷

三姑宝宝很疼我的奶奶跟我（我妈忙着看巧克力不小心当了加利飞）

Hyuna Bubble Pop Tutorial

2011-07-22T19:37:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zkkKN3UQWU&feature=feedu

another nice make up tutorial! it's from head to toe!

吹冷风

2011-07-22T15:04:00.002+08:00

明天去金马伦吹冷风吹完冷风后就得好好念书用功念书一直念书（提醒我自己如果不想死得很惨最好这么做）

life without limits 今天所得新的领悟

明天要拍很多照片才行

。。。自言自语啦没什么好写祝我假期愉快！

we got a plan

2011-07-20T17:36:00.002+08:00

to be honest, i really do not work hard these few weeks even though exam is just around the corner.

feel like want to kill this lazy me. maybe this is the time to start my revision schedule and make this the turning point of my life.

if not, i will definitely die in the exam hall.

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actually i planned sth secretly so as my mum. we both hv sth we wish to do and that's y v plan it.

ladies really think a lot and plan a lot.

太颓废

2011-07-16T19:33:00.001+08:00

放纵放肆无纪律

糟糕了啦

凋零

2011-07-13T18:22:00.002+08:00

从来都抬不起头因为不是一朵向日葵

根本不是花何来向日葵

gcb kills me

2011-07-10T21:47:00.002+08:00

通常我经痛的同时月经的流量也非常大

但这次出现了反常现象

吃了GCB后的隔天我的大姨妈就来了而且还带着越来越猛烈的痛楚

但是流量却不大

我有理由怀疑是我从汉堡鸡肉块摄取过多荷尔蒙导致我荷尔蒙暂时失调所引起

以后不再吃汉堡了

anti-mcd

2011-07-08T20:38:00.002+08:00

吃完汉堡后突然发现我的灰色衣服好像沾到透明的液体用手一摸沾到污渍的地方

原本以为是沾到辣椒酱或者是白色的特制酱料可是没有任何其他的颜色只是我的衣服的灰色加深了

回家换下衣服一闻是食用油的气味回想起来我在端餐盘的时候衣服好像是不经意划过薯条那里

如果真的是薯条的油渍那也太恐怖了沾到油渍的布硬化了可想而知里面是有多不健康的成分？以后我都不要再冲动了不吃快餐了

身体健康很重要

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我想我们回不去单纯的从前

能怀念那段曾经简单却不算精彩的日子也是一种幸福

也许很多年以后我们不再见面不再联络还是祝福我认识的每个你要快乐！

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以貌取人是隐藏在大家内心的待人处事的基础条件

要做美女首先要护肤防晒和保湿对我来说最重要推荐产品 nano white 和 garnier aqua defense

还要多喝水少吃煎炸辛辣食品

moody

2011-07-03T21:30:00.002+08:00

feel kinda moody today...perhaps my period is coming.

u know...sometimes...girls are complicated and unpredictable.

if i want to remain silent, pls don't talk to me.

what i need is just some time.

i like to hide my real face under thick make up. feel good about it. i did a blue smoky eyes today.

haunted again!

2011-06-28T15:30:00.002+08:00

last year, my class did haunted cinema for koko day. i still remember that that time, yee lam and kwan had not transfer to st yet.

we did it well and managed to earn RM400 a day just by playing the horror film and acting like ghost in the dark room. i was crawling in the room like a real ghost. and i rmb hw tired i was that day. however, i feel satisfied with the result.

this year, we thought we should do sth simple coz v r going to leave the school soon and v are too busy n lazy to be ghost instead of human.

anyway, the final conclusion comes out to be "haunted cafe" which is sth ghostly again in this year. i hope that our effort will pay off and many customers will come to our cafe.

i kindly invite my dear friends from other schools and colleges to join us at 30th of July.

i hv create special menu and to maintain a mysterious atmosphere, i wanna keep it a secret first.

feel excited about it coz i know it's going to be fun!

朴有天新曲（MISS RIPLEY OST）

2011-06-24T12:37:00.002+08:00

曲名：a place i left for you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GCk10C-oNvI

MP3 download link is as below:
http://www.mediafire.com/?9j55dg6in45t2fj

this is a very soothing ballad song. i love micky's voice in this song! so soft! best to listen before bedtime!

我发誓

2011-06-24T12:17:00.003+08:00

我没想到我爸会把我妈拉来一起捧场其实我有想过不要让他们受罪

不过最后我还是残忍地决定让他们体验校园生活亲自验证校长的啰嗦

我在大家面前发誓要考全科A 定目标发誓都很容易只需要用口实践又是另外一回事

我真的很害怕甚至出现轻微逃避的症状

这个星期也没有很用功我不确定我能做到但我当然不会坐以待毙

我知道爸爸妈妈对我期望不低身为长女多多少少也要负更大的责任报答父母养育之恩的第一步就是把学业搞好不是吗？

心里很多矛盾和纠结

话说关关难关关过！这句话正好能派上用场自勉一番

决定一个的成功与否不是环境而是心境

我的决心会让我自律自律会推动我去努力努力就会有成果

祝福我吧！

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人际关系这一门真的有够复杂没想到江真的承受那么多痛苦和委屈

一种米养百种人衰人也是其中一种

世界是残酷的地球是很危险的我看我还是会火星好了

老师说世界和平很难达到我想也是要不然选美小姐不会个个都说他们的愿望是世界和平哈哈

what is my standard?

2011-06-20T19:46:00.002+08:00

work hard and smart to make myself good enough to hit that target and reach that standard!

sorry and thank you

2011-06-19T20:25:00.002+08:00

i wish my dad a happy father's day this morning and he ask me where is his gift?

i didn't buy one coz i thought he will be happy if i save some money for him. actualli i also don't hv much. i spent a lot the past few months for cosmetics and books.

the books are really expensive and "clone" them to cut down cost.

i promise i won't waste any money anymore starting from this month til the end of the year. i plan to go working after STPM. i need my dad's greenlight. i hope that my plan will be put into action without any friction.

let's pray that i cn do well in STPM in the first place.

216

2011-06-18T21:55:00.002+08:00

i got 216 marks for my muet test which is a band 4. my target is band 5.

4 marks make a big difference. 220 marks are the minimum marks for band 5. i have decided to retake. wish me good luck coz the test will be held 2 days before STPM if i'm nt mistaken.

it's time to brush up my english AGAIN!

it's ok.spending RM60 one more time is ok for me coz i'm nt the one who earn them. feel sorry for my dad (2mr is father's day!) but i hv done my best...really!

i m struggling to improve my chemistry and maths currently. these 2 subjects make me dizzy. what to do? i do feel pressured when i think about what should i do if i mess up STPM. so to avoid this tragedy from happening, i keep reminding myself to work harder.

i remember what puan tan said we need 3D in order to get good result. determination! discipline! diligence! let's work out! i don't have ample time. v r having a marathon competition with the time. beat it! (MJ's music is playing in my brain...)

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my bro n sis keep asking me why i don't hv a bf? what should i reply them? i gt no market...kaka. perhaps i don't need one.

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my mum was sick the last few days. she went to c a dc and found out that she gt hypertension which is most probably a genetic disease. coz my grandma n her sis(or my aunt) also hv hypertension.

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洧姗小姐

2011-06-06T19:47:00.002+08:00

http://www.aimini.net/view/?fid=wmPmG90TC46yUzSvCIpY

我自己唱的西风的话送给我的朋友尤其是即将生日的洧姗

最近蛮喜欢听这首歌如果觉得我唱得很烂请搜索 super junior m -西风的话

负责任

2011-06-06T09:54:00.002+08:00

什么时候我才可以守信用什么事守信用？就是说到做到

我很善忘所以难免不守信用

善忘却不应该是我不守信用的借口

做个结论就是我不负责任

以前是这样现在也还是有这个老毛病

有时候觉得自己很衰很幼稚好像一直长不大一直学不会负责任

月经终于来了

很讨厌月经来之前的低潮期

天气炎热更让我心烦意乱

还不念书是要靠放屁拿4flat吗？

踢踏舞tap dance

2011-05-30T21:13:00.002+08:00

一直都觉得踢踏舞很酷 Afterschool 跳起来更炫了

我绝对没说谎请看她们练踢踏舞的短片和MV 超赞！

不看铁定后悔！

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y9oUpFgd5EE&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6utponLXbo4&feature=related

Let's step up!

Juicy Orange Spring Makeup Tutorial

2011-05-25T14:52:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Afwbv5H3OZ4

it's from a channel in youtube named from head to toes. she is gorgeous and i love her makeup tutorial.

my mum is craving for a orange lipstick recently. that's why i asked her to watch this last night.

hope u enjoy it too.

真的发生了

2011-05-24T18:40:00.002+08:00

上次那位很久没来上学的朋友真的决定停学了不来了

我另外一个朋友最近遇到他发现他脸色苍白

他决定去教育局申请重修中六从lower six重新来过

坦白一点说我觉得他是输不起

既然选择了走中六这条路不管如何都应该咬紧牙关撑下去重考的人也不是没有

如果真的考很烂最坏的打算也不过是念多一年UPPER SIX 然后重考

他不算素质很差的学生我不相信没有大学会不收他

他坚持要等他完全准备充足才考试我想他是害怕面对失败和挫折怕自己看很烂的成绩时会崩溃

勇敢踏出第一步坚持到底你会发现从前的噩梦其实也不算什么

以前我考SPM也是很担心但我终究鼓起勇气做我应该做的事

只要我有所怠慢和退缩我就会踌躇不前

别人在跑的时候你还在爬

那样是不行的

这个世界是弱肉强食唯有让自己变得更加坚强才是生存之道

记得毅力很重要！与大家共勉之

my result

2011-05-23T14:22:00.002+08:00

Pengajian Am-80（全班最高分还有另外一个同学和我同分）

Biology-78

Maths T-75

Chemistry-56

我很想考好生物因为不小心忽略了作答技巧少了几分要不然生物就能拿A了

下次一定要更加小心！素描山加油！

我以为我的化学会FAIL 怎么知道竟然过关

虽然56是一个很低的分数但是全班最高分竟然是57

我只差一分哈哈

素描山加油！

活着就该做不让自己后悔的事！

还有一百八十天

2011-05-20T19:56:00.002+08:00

我那位上次无故缺席考试的朋友又没来上课了好像一个星期没来了

我无能为力啊。。。

她的好朋友烧鸡今天带了一本书原本是要借给他的他没来我对那本书感兴趣所以就借来读了

书名叫感谢折磨你的人

我看了一小部分而已

精华部分：

日本作家山本有三曾说：“年轻时代，没有喝过苦水的人，一定无法成长。我一向把曾经折磨过自己的人，当成我的成功导师。”
的确，折磨和苦难可以锻炼一个人的毅力，非常的遭遇，可以磨练出非常的品格。一次，如果有朝一日，你可以功成名就，绝对不要忘记感谢曾经折磨你的人。

不再编制不负责任的各种借口，要靠自己的力量走向明和未来，别害怕辛苦，一旦有了松懈之心，梦想未来便将遥遥无期。

对你来说， “昨天”，“今天” 和“明天” 三者之中，哪一个会是你第一个想抛开的？
相信聪明的人都会选择“昨天”，因为逝者已矣，来者可追，只要今天的脚步能及时走在正确的道路上，未来的生命风景将是美丽的。

想要去放松

2011-05-11T14:08:00.002+08:00

那位朋友还是没来他是真的不来了还是在考虑中呢？

现在很迷茫很烦这个星期考完试后要放松

下个星期二是假期想要穿美美出去走走

今天是五月十一日时间不多但还有时间念书永远不嫌迟

我还是有机会不要怕要坚持到底！

毅力是关键！

怎么会这样？

2011-05-10T14:37:00.002+08:00

我有一个和我同校的中六朋友之前为了要念中六还是私人学院很少脑筋迟迟没有做出决定

中学的时候我们同班五年虽然称不上情同姐妹身为朋友我还是和他谈过给他意见希望他能够找到出口

后来好不容易选择留在中六却又为应不应该转校而烦恼说真的我觉得他很奇怪我不明白他哪来那么多的顾虑做决定嘛有时候就是要冒险

深思熟虑不代表拖泥带水

一直无法做决定会让一个人陷入左右为难的困境还不如干脆一点放手一搏然后为你的选择承担责任

我明白别人不是我我没有办法要求别人和我一样

别人和我不一样也是人之常情

之前我看他很努力念书成绩不错心情不错

没想到原来他昨天没来考试今天也没来

今天早上我才知道这件事情

听说很多人打电话给他他都没接只和死党说要不他要重新从Lower 6开始读要不就放弃中六

我帮不上忙但衷心希望他没事

也许我们没有办法世界第一但我们能散播快乐不只是自己快乐让别人快乐也是一种快乐开心就好

朋友们不管有什么事都可以跟我谈

我的嘴巴没有洞不会漏风声

still gt paper 1

2011-05-06T12:56:00.003+08:00

i am not surprised with my performance today...anyway i have tried my best to do revision as i hv limited time.

next week : paper 1! study hard today, 2mr and the day after 2mr. if i do better in paper 1, then my total marks won't b so low even that my paper 2 is rubbish.

take a break! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Df280UFbJAc&feature=feedu

if u think k-pop songs are very noisy, here is an exception. i love this brand new song " shampoo" by Afterschool. introduce to u all...

化学化掉了

2011-05-05T14:06:00.003+08:00

化学考很烂有念书和没念书有差别吗？果然化学还是得多做练习

可是我之前做的练习题目都没有考试题目那么难

化学真的好难哦！

这次考试的化学分化掉了

totally decompose...

没关系还有几个月还有足够时间假期一定要好好恶补给他拼了！

red and white

2011-04-28T20:50:00.004+08:00

i want to paint my finger nails to shiny red suddenly...i think i never try before!

plan to buy a white nail varnish...then i wear it for my aunt's wedding ceremony to match my white elegant dress...kaka...

i hate exam. actually majority of us don't like it, right?

i want to go somewhere peaceful with stunning nature scenery to charge myself to full battery then i work harder for stpm...

but i don't think i hv this chance currently...nvm la

take a break 2mr. go shopping!

臭屁精

2011-04-24T10:24:00.002+08:00

补习的时候一直被臭屁多次袭击折磨得我不成人形

请允许我形容臭屁到底有多臭

就是那种便秘了一个星期屁放出来后五分钟都难以消散的恐怖程度而且非常SATURATED

而且的而且不是一次是好多次

仁兄请多吃香蕉木瓜如果不喜欢你可以选择吃苍蝇屎

下个星期不要再放炸弹我会死得很惨

不一定要蜜糖鸡

2011-04-22T21:11:00.002+08:00

最近常去一个杂饭档吃午餐第一次去卖饭的婆婆介绍我吃橙汁鸡

其实我没有特别喜欢吃反正他介绍了我就吃了

第二次去吃了蜜糖鸡今天去又吃蜜糖鸡婆婆大概以为我很喜欢吃鸡

每次我去他都问我要不要吃鸡可是每次我都没来得及回答她已经迫不及待地把鸡肉放在我的盘子里

下次反应要灵敏时常吃鸡很容易肥

BAND 5, COME TO ME BABY!

2011-04-16T18:23:00.002+08:00

i am not satisfied with my performance today. friendship? i don't expect this would come out and i am not really good in writing such topic. i also got into a blur condition after i did my reading. i don't think i was able to show the examiner the usual standard that i possess. so sad... i only confident with my reading part. i use several highlighters of different colours to highlight the important points. my paper is so colourful. kaka... hope that miracle will happen. i really put much effort in muet. my wish is to strike band 5!

MUET

2011-04-15T13:24:00.000+08:00

FIGHTING! I BELIEVE THAT I CAN N I REALLY CAN!!! DON'T WASTE RM60!

my love letters

2011-04-10T17:28:00.002+08:00

actually they are bday cards...i m worried that i might lose it so i better keep a copy of them.

i got a cute glass and a little swing for aesthetic purpose.kaka...

overthinking

2011-04-10T17:02:00.004+08:00

share to you all. please click to enlarge. let's try not to overthink.

19th birthday

2011-04-10T16:48:00.004+08:00

i turn 19 officially today and i thank u all of my pretty friends for attending the gathering. i just got crazy when all of us gathered around.

we share a lot of happiness together. i really hope that our friendship will be everlasting...perhaps it sounds kinda impossible...

there are many things that i am not able to express using my limited language. let's fight together for our future and taste the sweet and bitter of lives together.

To Leong Lee Hua

2011-04-06T16:52:00.003+08:00

请从下往上看（次序调转了）你打好的东西我的电脑开不到看来明天还是要给你pendrive

my selca

2011-04-04T18:29:00.002+08:00

久违了中文

2011-04-01T21:02:00.003+08:00

其实我应该写英文但是我想写中文 what i am supposed to do always in contrast with what i am interested to do. 下个星期就要考MUET了！素描山加油！下个星期日是我的生日素描山生日快乐！很讨厌自己计划好的东西都没有全部完成 IT'S EASY TO PLAN STH BUT IT'S HARD TO CARRY OUT THE PLAN. 说易行难开心和充实需要一个平衡点充实地生活努力念书尽力参与课外活动很重要我的未来很重要我却需要慵懒填满我情绪的瓶子这个瓶子才能加工去成品是开心长大才发觉为什么女生都爱有钱人因为靠人养自己翘二郎腿是那么多件事里最容易的我每次都说我有很多东西写是真的我却没有时间慢慢消化我的情绪没有时间记录我的生活长大才发现人际关系很重要也是很难一下子就解决的事情因为一个人努力是不够的有时候我思考因为大家都说快乐和健康很重要我却觉得很多人都不快乐也不健康原因大多是很忙没时间有点迷茫不知道要怎样帮助别人也许我自己也有轻微的压力还是先解决我自己吧我很确定我目前全部的生活是考试虽然很讨厌考试我知道我没有其他选择不管小孩还是大人都会面对很多问题什么是人生？制造问题然后解决问题当然当中还参杂情绪喜怒哀乐只有自己明了像我今天就很懒跑去睡午觉后来被我阿母骂人的声音吵醒还有我妹哭到稀里哗啦的声音我妹星期五放学后留校补习傍晚还有去附近一个老师家补习她每次回来就睡到不省人事然后傍晚的时候我妈叫他去补习她就会发脾气有时候我妈在他还没睡之前有跟他说如果太累可以不要去补习她却说他要去可是很多次都重复发脾气的戏码然后还要我妈打电话骗老师说他生病我妈不喜欢我妹要他讲骗话长久下来我妈失去耐心所以今天就爆炸了我很佩服我妹傍晚他被我妈骂后就继续进入梦乡现在还没醒也还没吃晚餐现代的孩子有电脑玩很好命现代的孩子有补不完的习很苦命

muet exam is coming

2011-03-29T20:53:00.000+08:00

just wanna say fighting!

i left my handphone

2011-03-27T21:21:00.001+08:00

i accidentally left my hp in my grandma's houz...for those who wants to contact me, pls don't call till i get back my hp. thx!

formula of success

2011-03-25T19:53:00.003+08:00

many things happened in this week. i really want to write evrything in my blog but unfortunately i don't have enough time. most of the things are unhappy...anyway i managed to handle them well and with a positive attitude.

i learned a lot of things from different teachers. i feel that i am so lucky to meet all these resposible teachers. one of the teacher gave me the formula of success. success = Diligence + Discipline + Determination (3D)

Mr. Param warned us that UPSR, PMR and SPM are nothing and STPM is really something diffiult. he said he doesn't want to see us cry when we get our result because the situation is irreversible. we have nothing can do at that moment. the only way to do well in the exam is by putting more effort.

my ibu angkat, lovely Puan Santhi advised us to be self-motivated. she said that it's not too late for us to work hard from now and if we put in our effort, everything that u desire to get will be urs.

i know i don't have another shortcut to go but only be hardworking and fight for my future.

i challenge myself because never try never know.

i promise myself that i not only will try my best but do my best. push it to the limit!

i really really really gonna rescue myself starting from this moment. work hard and everything is mine!

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i cut my hair today...feeling myself is younger and cuter with my short bang!
kakaka...

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a tragedy happened! our insect collection was stolen by somebody. they are so evil! they destroyed other people's work and lee hua had put in so much effort in it.

anyway i wish i will have a better tomorrow. i know i will have it under God's blessing.

cheer up and pull my socks up!!!

brown eyed girls

2011-03-18T17:24:00.005+08:00

Brown Eyed Girls is the best korean girl group in my opinion. 3 of them are good in singing and their have different uniqueness. Jea has powerful voice, Narsha has sweet voice and Ga-in has husky voice. Miryo is the best rapper.

they have many good songs before but they only got popularity when they changed to a sexy image wearing exposed clothes. it is a sad story. i hope that people will judge a
Abracadabra is the song with sexy concept.

Brown Eyed Girls 'Abracadabra'
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ofwFr8o8p0Y

[MV/HQ eng sub] Brown Eyed Girls (브라운아이드걸스) - Sign (싸인)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WIfaWY9UYn0&feature=related

Candy Man
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uMrNv1SYVPQ

i prefer their old songs and their cover of other singers' songs more. please check them out below.
Seeya and Brown Eyed Girls- The day MV
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xE6d5F5N_vk&feature=related

[Cover] Brown Eyed Girls - Umbrella by Rihanna (Acoustic)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RleZLFN7tVI

Brown Eyed Girls - Da Ga Wa Suh
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TMg5g2FfrxI

Brown Eyed Girls singing Everything by M2M ( this is a must watch!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6zWQYrdhRU0&feature=related

Brown Eyed Girls - Half of you (Brownstone)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9C7IMy5Ggec&feature=related

Brown Eyed Girls - singing Destiny's Childs Emotions
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Evo-lHK8-lY&feature=related

Narsha did her solo debut followed by Ga-in.

Full HD MV/] Brown Eyed Girls Narsha (나르샤) - BBI-RI-BOP-A (삐리빠빠)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7x0rA2BUU3E

[ENG] Brown Eyed Girls Narsha (나르샤) - 「#3 I'm in love」
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lQmTvOiv7Tc&feature=related

가인 (Ga-In)- Irreversible (돌이킬 수 없는) MV [FULL]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z83Nu5wKVZA

GAIN new single_Bad Temper
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y9ku-hmHvg4&feature=related

[LIVE]GaIn & Jokwon - We Fell In Love 中字
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lDjMHlYFTtM&feature=related

growing up

2011-03-16T20:22:00.006+08:00

this is my grandpa( my father's side) but this's photo was taken many years ago so as the photo below.

this is my grandma ( my father's side).

i wonder did i post all these photos before. i think i probably have posted these before anyway i want to repost it. it is my memory of life. i used to be that adorable...haha...my skin was fairer when i was baby but i think everybody should be the same.

i swam in pillow sea!

i hid my body and showed my small face with twinkling eyes...

haha... i was sexy...please don't misuse my naked photo...

u can see my monolids...they are still the same right now!

the girl in red at the front row is me.my parents were beside me.the one in brown and white is my mum and the one in yellow is my dad.

sporty me. i liked to cycle at home those days.

my cousin and i wore the same clothes and shoes with different colours.

i was in school uniform! the second one standing behind ( counting from the left-hand side) is me.

our silly moments...

i purposely post this photo where all of them did not ready except me. so i will be the most beautiful...kaka...

still in holidays mood

2011-03-16T19:24:00.003+08:00

half of the holidays has gone. it's so fast. this is so called the tyranny of the clock. i try to spend my time wisely though not systematically enough.

today i would like to introduce another korean girl group named Afterschool.

Afterschool is very special coz everytime they release a new song or an album, they have changes in the number of their group members. they was former member who left the group and new member who join the group.

they maintain as a 9 persons girl group currently.

i really wish that they won't add in new member anymore.

anyway, Kahi is the leader from the beginning until now and she is the best dancing diva in my eyes. Kahi unnie has amazing dancing, singing and rapping skills. i like her strong stage presence.

she is able to express emotional feeling through her performance very well. she is also gorgeous and hot. it's a truth that she ages 31 but she doesn't look old instead she is mature and elegant.

she used to be Boa's dancer under SM entertainment and she is also (JYJ)Micky Yoochun's ex-girlfriend.

she just have her solo debut very recently and her songs are really nice as she wrote the lyrics.

besides, they have a sub-group named Orange Caramel who portrays cute and sweet image. Orange Caramel is made up of Raina, Nana and Lizzy.

here are the links! let's check it out!

[HD] After School - Because of You MV / 애프터스쿨 - 너 때문에 뮤직비디오 (my favourite!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XmdeKzLlS8w

[HD] After School - BANG! MV / 애프터스쿨 - 뱅! 뮤직비디오
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_u5amB7cDs&feature=related

After School - DIVA MV
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gdmq0L6NDIs&feature=related

HQ] After School - AH Full MV (this is their first song!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ySAtg4CHLk&feature=related

[HD] Son Dambi-After School - Amoled (아몰레드) MV
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uEWkDQI0jN4&feature=related

[Full MV HQ] After School - Love Love Love
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQu4ZcXlV9A&feature=related

After School ft Sunnyside - 반쪽 (Half) MV
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_x-iudJTItY&feature=related

Orange Caramel's MVs

Full MV] Orange Caramel - A~ing♡ (아잉♡) Subtitle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZGCjzH1BGg&feature=related

Orange Caramel - Magic Girl MV
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LB-Bjtj2Vsc&feature=related

Kahi's videos

Kahi (가희)-Come Back You Bad Person MV [TRUE HD-ENG SUB
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1LVh7klqocA&feature=related

Kahi (After School) - Come Back You Bad Person
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0q5cPq6j5C8

HD After School Kahi - Dance Collection 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6QeJKOveHko&feature=related

0219 Kahi - One Love [HD]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9dUL85RdY-Q&playnext=1&list=PL76F3787541F2B34C

HD After School Kahi - Dance Collection 2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_LH77StnNNI&feature=related

this is their new japansese song with Namie Amuro
Namie Amuro - Make it Happen. feat After School
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DWGNAUTYu7w

safe from radiation

2011-03-15T20:31:00.012+08:00

it's a good news that we are safe from the radiation. anyway, thanks for those who sent me messages last night.

i added 10 more colors for my eyeshadow collection today. i wish that i have more chance to apply them on my monolids. u all know that makeup is not allowed in school.

today i would like to talk about one of my favourite girl groups 4MINUTE!

i like their catchy songs and also their outfit and make up. i don't know how to describe but i just fall for them.

my favourite members are hyuna and gayoon.

hyuna is a good performer. she possesses sexy and charimastic image on the stage but she acts like other ordinary cute teenagers when she is not on the stage. she suits sharp hair color well. last year, she did her solo debut "change". i love it!

gayoon is the lead vocalist who has powerful voice and also powerful gaze. 4minute is famous for their beauty with clean face and no makeup. i think gayoon is the only one that i feel makeup spoils her beauty coz she really looks way better without makeup. anyway, she is not ugly wth makeup.

i love their mvs very much. these are cool! thumb up!
recently they came out with 2 japanese songs.

4Minute - 'WHY' M/V
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bqYWpzb65rE

4Minute - 'FIRST' M/V
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P1L8k4KXmbs

these are their korean songs.

4MINUTE - 'I My Me Mine' M/V
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OGvwy3qhjDM

4MINUTE - 'HUH' M/V
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kRbIZtUS2Ag

muzik
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aNYImwBU4f4

hot issue
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nPPKwg5eQ4o

what a girl wants
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f07vXjZkfjk

superstar
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z7oaxTzPgIM

hyuna - change
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZooxI3YOfYM

AJ feat Hyun Ah-Dancing Shoes MV
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E_Emsw4i-Jk&feature=related

[HD/MV] MBLAQ (엠블랙) feat Hyun Ah (현아) - Oh Yeah
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jds53SKUxGo&feature=related

[MV HQ/DL] 4Tomorrow (Seungyeon, Ga-in, Hyun Ah, UEE) - 두근두근 Tomorrow
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sM_oHy9xwJs&feature=related
for your info, ga-in is from Brown Eyed Girls, Seungyeon is from Kara and UEE is from Afterschool.

rainy mood

2011-03-14T19:22:00.007+08:00

it's really sad to read the news about earthquake and tsunami in japan.

i feel that there will be earthquake in malaysia one day. we just do not know when it is.

anyway, i need to take a break. it's holiday. i know clearly that i have to strive hard but maths just make me dizzy!

suddenly i want to introduce some korean girl group's songs to you. i always listen to girl group' s song more than boy group's ones.

here i introduce some songs of 2NE1. 2NE1 is made up of CL (blonde hair), Minzy (black hair), Sandara Park (brown hair) and Park Bom(red hair).

2NE1 is a very very unique girl group. they have different style compared those girl groups in korea. they are just too extraordinary.

their fashion style is very exaggerated and obvious and also the way they sing. most of their voice is autotuned.

honestly, i don't like this kind of style but i have accepted it now and find that it is rather interesting as they always give me visual shocking! they have totally different looks in every MV especially CL(blonde hair) and Sandara Park(brown hair). they use colourful eyeshadow.i bet if i do this, my mum will think i am gila!

my favourite member of 2NE1 is Park Bom (the one with red hair). i admire how she can hit high notes while dancing.

my favourite song is It's Hurt. it is good to listen to their natural voice without computerized and autotuned.

anyway i like Go Away and Clap Your Hands too.

here r some links! enjoy!

Go Away
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3yW13T2sfKg

CAN'T NOBODY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ihi_kJJj_8A&feature=relmfu

CLAP YOUR HANDS
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTw-UM5Jy4E

It Hurts
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aUiMaz4BNKw

FOLLOW ME
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0q62LBAbphk&feature=relmfu

[Eng/Rom] 2NE1- It Hurts (아파) Live
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0BBuR7S4lw&feature=related u definitely have to wac this!!!

for your info, all these songs were released last year.
i would like to talk about 4minute next time. stay tuned!

疯了

2011-03-12T23:25:00.002+08:00

听说成功的科学家很疯因为他们专注于他们的研究

我也希望我很疯死命念书到吓死人的程度然后成绩好到自己会得心脏病的程度

可是我只是傻不太疯傻和疯有一线之差

最近我的确蛮疯不过不是疯念书是因为受到社会病态的影响而疯了

我明明身心健康考试难免让人感到压力我的减压方法是运动和音乐生活很正常

可是身边的人很不正常直接影响到我的情绪虽然我可以把这些杂乱的垃圾情绪清理掉但他们却在我心中留下不知所措和无奈

这些日子发生了很多事都是关于人际关系其实不是我的问题是我身边的人的问题

我却无能为力地被拖下水很冤枉

我好想一件一件摊开来讲无奈时间有限而且这次考试成绩很烂我还是把时间用来养精蓄锐和冲刺学业

不过我心里不太舒服所以想在这里抒发

有一个同学面对情绪上的问题逃离课室自个儿在厕所哭也许我真的不了解她的问题

但我尊重她也没有说什么看到他不开心跟他开个玩笑反而变成千古罪人（当然我不是白痴我是看他脸色好转一些才说话的）我不明白

问了其他朋友的意见他们说错不在我只是她有问题我当然认同但很纳闷

后来又遇到不负责任的衰人（这样说不礼貌可是事实有目共睹希望那个人反省）懒惰就懒惰不负责任就不负责任至少还要有一点技巧竟然说用电脑做自己的分内事很累追星就不累？

我奶奶的忧郁症复发了我妈是受害者我妈心情不好我又变成受害者（在循环好环保！！！）

我也想写正面的东西但今天就只想发泄不满

还有我想对某人说不要随便说我很负面我平时正面得很

在部落格就是要畅所欲言好的不好的都敢讲

如果你不敢看就不要看

IU DAY

2011-03-08T17:59:00.002+08:00

今天是INTERACT CLUB的大日子 IU DAY (INTERNATIONAL UNDERSTANDING DAY)

我们的主题国家是法国我和几个朋友负责表演跳舞

表演一开始我们很糗因为负责音响的学妹一直播错歌曲的段落所以我们只好做木头人不敢乱动其中一个朋友则去查看详情

时间有限我们没有练习很多次但出来的效果还不错真是意想不到的收获和满足

can can的音乐响起我们卖力地跳大腿舞观众都给予热情的掌声和欢呼我们的老师puan sushil还哈哈大笑

表演结束后老师还走过来称赞我们跳得不错我超级开心的！

我们一起分享食物我们一起上演灰姑娘记（学妹表演服装秀时有撒落叶在地上因为我们穿着跳舞的长裙扫地看起来好像灰姑娘）

我跟罗稀泥说这次应该是我们最后一次表演跳舞了明年我们都要毕业了

谢谢和我一起跳舞的朋友宝颐罗稀泥江佩文咖人朱拉

26/50

2011-03-07T18:57:00.002+08:00

G LA got a good point.i absolutely need to work double harder or even triple harder to boost up my maths result.

i m jz freaking weak in maths.

i admit my fault n i will pull my socks up for a better me.

exhausted...2mr i need to stay back in school til 5 sth...

can i hv an objection?

放纵

2011-03-06T20:49:00.002+08:00

减肥计划暂停一个星期

原本我每天晚上都只吃麦片但过去一个星期我都大鱼大肉

其中一个原因是因为我妈有煮饭啦另一个原因是我很不开心所以就想吃好料

运动也停了一个星期

不行！从明天开始我要继续减肥计划以免我变得惨不忍睹

我很喜欢的舞后嘉熙姐 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vkKXHCGda88

我好羡慕他的身材哦。。。

混淆

2011-03-04T20:22:00.002+08:00

今天考英文第一张纸是writing 写得很长感觉蛮不错因为每次我写出很长的作文后都会有莫名的满足感

但是我觉得我的内容不是很好好像在带老师游花园兜圈子有一些重点有重复的地方

然后呢我们就考listening 虽然我的耳屎很多也没空去挖但是我的听力还不成问题

因为我坐在前面的地方离收音机不远

有一些重点真的讲得太快或者可以说是我反应迟钝所以抓不到重点啦不过错几题应该不会死掉

最后一张纸是reading 老师出的理解文全部都是facts 非常informative 结果弄到我头晕

不管是写作文还是看理解文我都比较喜欢故事性的文章多于资料报道

写作文写故事最好了因为可以乱掰乱作反正我看的电影连续剧一堆从每一部电影或戏剧偷一点桥段拼凑起来就是我的故事了

故事性的理解文则令我看得起劲

最近我好像很忙（不是好像是真的啦）

明天我要回学校练舞而且跳的舞蹈还是累死人的cancan 就是那个要踢腿踢很高的那个

要了我的命。。。好累啊。。。好懒啊。。。

烂透了

2011-03-03T20:28:00.002+08:00

心情不好到极点化学和数学应该会被当掉

最好的科目应该是生物了我爱生物！（生物老师是我的干妈。。。）

明天考英文。。。我需要休息等一下再念！

附上我很喜欢的化妆示范 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6wAc0_JWtY&feature=feedu

新的开始

2011-02-28T14:43:00.001+08:00

看透了看开了丢掉是非

明天是三月一日新的开始

素描山加油！！！

姐妹们的聚会

2011-02-25T19:24:00.002+08:00

江味巧克力的生日会突然变成我们的姐妹聚会但事实上这样的变化一点也不难预料

祝星期日生日的江生日快乐！

小时候我以为人家跟你做朋友一定因为你很美或者很聪明

虽然现在我发觉这个逻辑也未必完全错误

但我还是觉得朋友就是可以跟你一起乱哈拉大大声互相干骂顶撞讽刺也不会生气的人

相反的我们很乐在其中

我们并不需要很完美更不需要特别讨好任何一个人

我就是我你就是你而我和你坐回我们自己互相倾谈帮助我们就是朋友

考试罗。。。今天我很开心所以我要用这种好心情去念书！

快乐地战斗去吧！

2011-02-18T17:21:00.005+08:00

我的心情是晴天其实你绝对有权利觉得我在炫耀啦可是偶尔炫耀一下也非不营养举动

炫耀后我还是会很谦虚的啦

没有乌云心情很好因为我这个星期被几个老师称赞所以我很爽啦

miss lam说我的作文很好还叫我重新打一张出来贴在布告板上所以我很爽

原来我的努力老师的确看到

那篇作文是假期功课是我在农历假期的开始几天努力地克制住我想玩耍的心绞尽脑汁写完才去睡觉的成果

星期四去英文补习那位老师也说我写的作文很好我坦白承认其实我有参考网上的资料（或者直接一点说我有一部分是抄网上的资料）即使这样可是老师还是说我写得好让我爽到又感动到

可是补习的时候状态不好一直打瞌睡真的很抱歉（都怪我爸不换掉那张睡了十年的烂床我腰酸背痛了啦！）

今天我的*干妈puan santhi又说我的功课做得很整齐我超爽的啦！

*注解：最近校方有一个ANAK ANGKAT计划老师让我们自己投选喜欢的老师做自己的IBU ANGKAT或者BAPA ANGKAT 但是有一些受欢迎的老师爆额有一些不受欢迎的老师则没有人选所以老师会将受欢迎老师的几位ANAK ANGKAT施舍给没有人要的老师
（希望没有人跟我抢PUAN SANTHI 如无意外我就是她干女儿了）

虽然老师们只是几句赞美的话但我已从他们那里得到战斗的动力谢谢你们！

感谢上帝！感恩啊。。。

昨天是元宵节新年真的过去了那种欢庆佳节的玩乐气氛也应该到一段落（可是不代表我们要不开心）我开始有要认真给他拼了的想法 STPM到底有多难？我不知道！我自己有多厉害？我也不知道！

总之我不想让自己有一个负面的想法

譬如说 STPM超级难的我一定考不好的啦啦啦啦啦啦。。。之类的东西

SAY NO TO NEGATIVE ATTITUDE!

我只想使出吃奶的力力拼到底也许我有无至尽的潜能就算我不是这个世界的第一我还是想当我自己心目中的第一

台湾著名小说家九把刀说：“人生就是不停地战斗！”

我觉得这句话很有道理但人生除了战斗还有一样东西很重要

那就是快乐

我无法想象我成为一个无法展现笑容的念书机器 IT'S TERRIBLE!

九把刀说：“彻底地了解自己才能站在快乐的起点”

我觉得我了解自己怎样才会快乐所以我会在战斗的同时维持在快乐的状态这样我才不会像新年期间想不开的人们一样跃下高楼

朋友们让我们快乐地战斗去吧！加油！

the worst valentine

2011-02-14T14:29:00.002+08:00

i have to sell 5 small packets of chocolate for interact club and each costs RM2.50 which is very expensive since the design of the packets is ugly (too malay style...) and the chocolate also looks cheap...

if i am the consumer, i m nt going to buy this thing...but the problem is i need to sell it and nobody is going to buy from me...

its expiry date seems to be 2mr... who is going to buy chocolate after valentine? oh no!

i hv no more money...pls don't let me to pay for it...

eating mango flavoured yogurt to brighten up myself...

anyway...happy valentines!

still dreaming

2011-02-12T13:20:00.001+08:00

valentine day should be on 14th of feb la...i hv made a mistake ...

valentine

2011-02-11T19:32:00.002+08:00

预祝大家情人节快乐！虽然情人节在我存在的十九年里一直与我形同陌路

可是说到情人节就要吃巧克力我喜欢巧克力所以就吃罗

刚刚看完一个很旧的香港短剧戏中的王祖蓝吃了神奇巧克力就能变身为黄宗泽成为人人爱的大歌星但是最后他还是选择做回原来的自己

其实我觉得外表真的蛮重要因为那是别人对你的第一印象不过那又是另外一件事了和情人节没关

送你们一首今年韩国很红的歌叫“好日子”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JRXEuBGpEGo

演唱者IU 是因为这首歌才红的她在歌曲最后所唱的octave高音是关键

她真的是能唱之人不要被他甜美的外表所蒙骗以为他是偶像派

一起欣赏这首歌！希望情人节是个好日子

假期没有了

2011-02-07T14:31:00.001+08:00

从年三十晚开始就每天化妆今早看见素颜的自己很不习惯

兔everybody

2011-01-31T12:06:00.001+08:00

兔年兔气扬眉！新年快乐~~~ 等一下要回家乡了！

我的自由出走

2011-01-30T19:09:00.003+08:00

昨晚独自背着包袱在漆黑的八点钟踩着差不多四寸高跟鞋驾着我的灵鹿离开家门

前往丽华家。。。

我家在怡保丽华家在怡保我没有去丽华家的理由可是我有借口

假借解剖蚱蜢之名到她家吃我最想吃的家常便饭去溜达溜达然后睡一晚

我不知道有什么好玩不过我在自己家更不好玩

我人生第一次亲眼目睹孔明灯飞翔的瞬间虽然短暂但却闪耀

丽华担心如果我们把愿望写在孔明灯孔明灯不慎烧着会不吉利

怎么知道我们真的成功把它升空

但我相信这孔明灯的确承载我们的梦想即使我们没有一笔一画写上去它也会和我们心灵相通

兔年要快乐哦！

今天和丽华婉君去逛街买了好多战利品心中全是满足哈哈哈

我想要漂漂亮亮地过一个漂漂亮亮的新年

1。水晶珍珠手镯（RM10)

2。剃眉刀(RM3.90)

3。水钻HAIR BAND(RM3.00)

4.SASA WHITE EYELINER(RM12.90)

5。KATE PINK EYESHADOW(RM38.90)

然后和郭婉君出去喝茶闲聊几句

原来大家都“发巧”！算啦正常现象可是钱包穿孔啦。。。

有时间就发照片给大家看！

兔年行大运！明天要回去家乡后会有期

ON DIET

2011-01-25T20:21:00.002+08:00

i am getting slightly slimmer now!so happy!!!

i take oat everday for dinner and exercise a lot...

thank god...my arms look better and my waist become smaller...

wish that i can celebrate new year with a fit body...haha...

i have no mood to study now...chinese new year is coming! lalala...

JYJ mission full audio (CD version) MP3 download

2011-01-23T19:19:00.001+08:00

http://www.aimini.net/view/?fid=vKEyVMdBV0vHjpHfeShE

this song is composed by xiah junsu! thumb up!

because of you

2011-01-22T20:29:00.000+08:00

i don't like to be compared but maybe u mean we need improvement in our lives...

anyway, i don't want to be a loser before the competition.

i am angry now! and i will show you that you are wrong! i will become the winner finally...

fighting!!!

running week

2011-01-21T19:12:00.002+08:00

我有很勤力吗？答案是没有我知道如果我不努力我想要的东西都会离我而去

但是我真的提不起劲我知道这不是理由是借口

所以请狠狠地赏我巴掌吧

下个星期有merentad desa 我merentas langkah都难还要desa?

老师你自己来吧最好我能被选中去做st. john duty 然后就不需要在大太阳底下甩汗奔跑

丽华用的纸皮上面写着今天不走明天要跑

对啊我们在与时间赛跑到底是我追它还是它追我？

拼了才知道鹿死谁手

东方神起

2011-01-14T18:42:00.003+08:00

大书法家朱拉之杰作 kamsahamnida!

小偷后代

2011-01-14T16:03:00.002+08:00

这样子标题似乎很没道德因为孩子是无辜的孩子无权选择自己的父母

有个女人带着孩子住在我家对面就是之前偷过我家东西的那一家（原本只有小偷的老爸一人住）

我妈以为她是那老人家的媳妇却奇怪为什么从来没看过她

后来才发现她是上次和小偷一起偷东西的印尼妹没想到她替小偷生了孩子

小偷也光明正大地回家

我知道了很想吐血没想到天地下厚脸皮的人脸皮真的那么厚不知羞耻

不知道他以后还会耍什么花样就当作是我家对面拍的一部电视剧吧

there's sth wrong

2011-01-14T14:54:00.002+08:00

there's sth wrong with me...how can i be so blur?

i should stop questioning myself cause i know that i won't get a standard answer.

************************************************************

anyway...4get about those things that i have mentioned just now...dump the worry into dustbin.it's time to change topic.

i want to write about sth which i should write at here long time ago.

last year, i went for class leader interview.actually class leader=class monitor.

y they want to change the post name from class monitor to class leader?because the truth is class monitor usually contribute a lot of things to the class in the form of service and usually class monitor is very busy since anything related to the class will pass to her and she will need to become the connectors between all the classmates and teachers.

however, there isn't any special tribute or reward for class monitor.so the school create the post of class leader and the class leader will be given 7 bonus marks for coco.

though i refused to went to interview last year cause i am holding 2 posts, one is the president of ping pong club and another is the assistant club service director of interact club.so to avoid making myself busy until crazy, i have to refuse it.but teacher insisted to recommend me for this post, i don't have another choice but to go ahead for the interview.

there were 3 ppl who may be the class leader.one of them has involved in mpp which means she is claimed to get bonus marks even without holding the post of class leader...

this indicates that me and another girl should be elected as the class leader n ass. class leader automically.i thought i will die and waited for teacher's announcement to sentence me to death.

anyway, i think teacher understand my condition and think that the post of class leader should be given to those who doesn't have any post.

that's why i finally got rid of it and remained safe.hope that mrs. park will be familiar with her new role and job in the class.fighting!

还是小孩呢

2011-01-12T15:02:00.002+08:00

我每天都好想来到这里记录我生活的点滴有太多事情是我不想轻易忘记的

可是我实在抽不出时间完整地表达我的心情就算写也只是简略说几句

与其说是我很忙不如说是电脑很忙时常被别人霸着

我有空的时候电脑没空我没空的时候电脑闲死了

放学后我回到母校打包午餐（我的母校和现在的学校很近）

没想到过了那么一年卖饭的阿姨换了另外一张脸

因为今天是星期三所有学生都穿制服团体的制服而不是校服所以阿姨不知道我已经是中六生

为了施行财务管理今天我只带了一令吉六十仙去学校

我只点了两样青菜怎么知道竟然超出预算！（以前的那个阿姨卖的比较便宜）

只好坦白告诉阿姨阿姨说没关系叫我下次才还

所以啊我敢肯定她铁定以为我是中五中四的小妹妹

后来回家一直走错路绕了一个大圈

真的觉得虽然我的年龄增长了可是我的心智还是小孩子

一直做一些我不应该做的事

结论是不经一事不长一智

今天写多了舒畅多了

我想我会越来越忙祝福我能应付自如吧

u don't care

2011-01-11T21:51:00.002+08:00

feel afraid to open my eyes every morning...sigh in my heart softly when i realise that it's another brand new day...

i need to be brave!miao~miao~miao~

just like what junsu said be a little happier this year...always smile...so v should work harder!

if they don't care about me, that's ok...i'm ok...as long as i care for myself...

don't know y my tears keep running...it's ok...i will c rainbow after the rainy day!

忠告

2011-01-08T18:24:00.002+08:00

忠告一数学是不能临时抱佛脚就能考到好成绩的

忠告二化学需要反复复习

忠告中的忠告自爱更自爱怎样自爱？努力念书不要被人看死

哀悼

2011-01-08T18:16:00.002+08:00

补习的时候接到朋友的短讯说

女中的老师puan ng kit chin因为脑癌于昨日与世长辞。

老师虽然你没有教过我还是希望你一路走好

我念中五那一年她曾经重返校园因为化疗她乌黑的秀发掉光了戴着一顶假发来学校上课

那时候我觉得她很坚强值得尊重也替她能战胜病魔感到开心

没想到癌症又卷土重来带走了她

人生无常自爱最重要

exhausted

2011-01-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

let's have a good night...sleep well for a better 2mr~~~ ;-)

rojak of january

2011-01-06T17:09:00.003+08:00

i begin to like rainy day which meAns everyday in this january.

i have found a great muet tt teacher.i really enjoyed her lesson.it's hard for me to focus on something but this teacher made me pay almost 99% attention.

hopefully i can get the grade that i am currently target for.

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miss wong reminded us to be harworking this year.I know clearly that STPM result decides my future.

so i won't try my best but do my best!god bless me!

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i am on diet, only take oat for dinner. i want to be slim...or just not so fat.

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i hate maths...i think i need a personal maths teacher...sigh...

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i always get excited when new songs are released.i keep listening to TVXQ.i am anticipating JYJ's music essay.music is my life~~~

TVXQ(HOMIN) 2011 NEW ALBUM "WHY?(KEEP YOUR HEAD DOWN)" MP3 DOWNLOAD

2011-01-05T18:06:00.002+08:00

http://www.4shared.com/dir/wDVFwb4u/TVXQ_Why__Keep_Your_Head_Down_.html

I LIKE "SHE" AND "ATHENA"!"MAXIMUM" IS NOT BAD TOO!

sigh...

2011-01-04T20:53:00.001+08:00

cracking my head...

i wish butterfly may fly to my room and die peacefully in my room,then i can make it a specimen.

whitening

2011-01-03T13:34:00.002+08:00

开学第一天大概有是个人说我皮肤变白了

用了bio essence的day cream和nano white果然有效

东方神起（允浩和昌泯）新歌KEEP YOUR HEAD DOWN已出炉立刻下载吧！

http://www.4shared.com/get/K7VHaTyj/TVXQ_-__Keep_Your_Head_Down.html

外面下着绵绵细雨很舒服很想睡觉可是我堆积的功课真是多不胜数还是努力去吧

countdown

2011-01-02T18:58:00.001+08:00

10

9

8

7

6

5

4

3

2

1

school reopens!

new year

2010-12-31T22:02:00.002+08:00

i got many new dresses this year. actually i'm not that kind of skinny girl, who fits s size very well.

i have a big bone structure and look kinda chubby(don't like to use the word "fat") with meat stick on my bone i like to eat a lot.

nowadays, free size dresses and blouses which are sold in shopping centre quite fit with my size.i think it's because there are many chubby girls who r unable to fit small size.haha

my cousin bought dresses online and found that the size is not suitable for her.so she gave it to me.

one of my aunt bought a dress on discount which was not allowed to try...and the dress didn't fit her,so she gave it to me.

and my little aunt also will pass me dress and pants.

so i got a lot of new year gifts.thank you very much for the gifts and also be caring to me in 2010.

wish my family and friends a happy new year.i love you guys!

豆腐花